Tuesday 16 June 2009

my Prayers for all my comrades

Lord,

it seems as though our lives are one test after another, weighing us in somebody's balance.

Save us from taking the coming tests
too seriously or too lightly,
but grant that we may reflect
the best of the work we've done
and the best of the teaching we've received. . . .



John W. Vannorsdall

Notre Dame Prayer Book

Sunday 14 June 2009

BEWARE OF "THE ONE WHO HAS A DARK SIDE" KA-POO-THUI-AH!

Siapa makan cili terasa pedas......

Sometimes You Can't Make It on Your Own

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I...that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need...I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone
And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me...

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Saturday 13 June 2009

elamaranjayamanisaadmutasherhahowungseibumaryjacobs pushing me down the gallows

Dedicated to all my compadres...haha =p


"Time Is Running Out"

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted

now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me (this is especially to E.J)

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this

you will suck the FOOD out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out

how did it come to this?

Sunday 24 May 2009

Problems Studying Anyone?

With all the distraction that distracts our distractable attention nowadays, i really find it difficult to study.  What could be the solution? It really is difficult with every distraction just a power button away.

i am still finding the answers......

Thursday 26 February 2009

Anger Infused Inspiration

This blog of mine has been in stand-still for light-years and out of inspiration from a good-razor tongued- friend ( (n_r)winks* to Yung Hung) made me suddenly interested in posting again.

So here's the thing...

My patience was pretty much tested today at a meeting in my ex-previously-glorious-school whereby i was pointed out (as though it was written in a history book) that i am a bias and sarcastic individual.

Well i accept these minor subjects' comments and opinions ( oo now thats sarcasm =p ), but be informed that if it is true i will learn from it and be stronger and better. However, if lies are thrown at me, these minor subject better be stronger and better because if not i will give them HELL not even the bible can describe. p.s. from my mouth to God's ear.

Well they are lucky because they just chipped off the tip of my ANGER ICEBERG. I guess they're in for it when they decide to criticize on my dear razor-tongued friend ( go read it on his blog! ).

This is a new start for crashboombeng. Perhaps this inspiration on me will stay and snowball so to share a piece of my life with all of you.


=p

Friday 8 June 2007

too oLd??? Never for the Acergy Piper Gym Mafia!!!

++ ACERGY PIPER GYM MAFIA ++FROM THE LEFT: Mr X, Playboy Abejar, Gilbert @ Guru, Charlie Balboa

-scene open-
What?...u come here?...u dun say Hello?...U show no respecto?...Charlie? Let me tell you something...I will blow your guts off if you ever come here like that again!!!...Owh ya?! BANG! BANG!...BANG!...BANG! BANG!...i tried to warn u but u just wont listen will you?...
-scene close-



Hahaha...just to start today's blog...lets imagine it with a mafia gang meeting scene...hahaha =P
i finished my form six and sat for my STPM exam about five months ago...sooooooo...i have about seven month of holiday...during the last day of the exam after, i went home sitting there staring at the wall...my mind just stop* blank* blink-blink*...i dunno where to start on how i wanna spend my holidays...
But thanks to my dad...i have the opportunity to experience the 'real world' by following my dad offshore working on the Acergy Piper...



+ the acerGy piper +

this is where i am as in right now...the piper is now located 120 miles off the shore of Kristiansund, Norway...the piper is currently doing a new pipeline installation on a project called 'TYRIHANS'...owh for your information i work as an admin at the piper...hihihi =P

i'm sure you must be thinking ' What on earth does the guys up there got to do with b3ng working offshore?'


-the dawn of an evolution-


It is while working on the piper that i met these guys...they are known as the 'GYM MAFIA'...they all hail from the Philipines...i met them when i was 'HANGAT-HANGAT' want to go gym...maklumlah i have never been to a gym before...hihihi =P

Anyway a THIN-spiration for you guys!!!...when i came on board i weight a horrible 106kg...my clothes were fit and i almost needed an extension-belt in the airplane on my way to Norway...=(

i met these guys and came to know that the man named Gilbert is an experience gym-goer...can see why...look!pics to prove!...

so i dgn muka yang tebal went up to Mr Gilbert and ask for him to teach me how to train weights and whatever-lah to make me loose weight...desperate bah...so for the first two days he showed me how to work the machines and some dumbells exercise to work the major muscle of the body...so i learn dengan semangat yang membara...=P
Gilbert drafted an exercise program for me from Monday to Saturday...REST! on SUNDAYS!...=P







This is the most handsome amongs the 'Mafia'...hahaha =P i present you "PLAYBOY Abejar"...
Abejar is like a wise uncle but with a brain for fun...that's whats wonderfull about him...=P
This man the one who looks after me exercising...he makes sure i do finish all the exercise...hahaha =P when he sees that both of us are tired he will say 'Why like this?' then both of us will laugh at the thought of us struggling to have a fit body...=P





Mr X...haha u might think he wants to keep hisname anonymous...BUT THAT IS HIS NAME...like for REAL!...His name is Exur Atordido...unique name indeed...=P
Mr X always blame the ice-cream for his extra belly...hahaha =P i think we all blame some food because of our extra belly...kesian the food =( ....BUT THEY STARTED IT! right?!







Last but not least...'On the right corner over
hereeeee....'CHARRRRRRLLIEEEEEEE
BALLLLBOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'...and the crowd goes wild!!!
i have a feeling that Charlie idolises Rocky Balboa...hehehe =P
because everytime the song 'Eye of the Tiger' plays...Mr Charlie will do the boxing action on the treadmill...lets just pray he doesnt fall...=)
additional sub-member......

-before-24-04-2007

-not long after-

06-06-2007

i started my workout regime from 7th May 2007 and until now i have lost a total of 7 kg...i know i know...its not much but imagine 7kg of beef...or 7kg of chicken...damn!!! that is almost 5 full grown chicken!!!...anyways i will slowly go ahead with this plan and i am sure there will be dissapointments and lots of triumps story...=P till the next post then...=P


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On the next posts on crashboombeng

'i will expose my routine and what i did that helped me to lose some weight.....maybe it will suit u too...'


Tuesday 5 June 2007

The Beginning



FRIENDS! COUNTERPART! LEND ME YOUR EARS!







Look at this guy...what do you think?...i feel sorry for him...i mean just LOOK...that fat belly( PS. most probably sitting on his thigh)...AND those arms...small and flabby...he looks like a spring chicken about to be roasted in that pose...=P

You wanna know who this guy is?...well he is i...i am this guy...my name is b3ng...=P i have weight problem all my life...tried many kinds of tactics to try to reduce my weight...

i decided to start this blog because i want to share with YOU out there what i am going through with this 'curse' and what i decide to do to undo this spell in a hope to give inspiration to those heavyweights like me out there. i am here to tell you that YOU are not alone...so look out for the next post!!! (he he this is my first for readers info)



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even though i am trying to loose weight but i can't deny enjoying food very much... and sometimes wink* wink* wink*...he he well like they say 'a picture is worth a thousand words'...=P


cheers


-ah b3ng kia-